i am good - am i

i keep hearing this many a time
you are so so so very good
am i sure of hearing the right words
is it true that i am good by any right

it pains for me when some one praises
for i am at times seething in anger and am jealous
for i am human, i have my flaws
i see it loud and clear, cant you duh

i love and adore those who are so close
but jealousy still knocks on my minds door
it says how can they be better than you
eeeessshhhh- i am boiling like stew

it does boost my false ego and pushes me up
but still i know not all is thumbs up
i still pray to the HIM and ask
give me the strength to overcome this task

give me richness in acceptance of others strengths
give me power to undo my jealous soujourns
for all those who i feel J about are ones
who i always adore the most

to wreck or to be wrecked

diabolic dimensions seething
vitriolic fluids oozing
destructive minds flirting
to take or be taken,its testing

mind is fickle minded,seeking
undue advantage around,blending
suave with connive,celebrating
destruction of human spending

revenge is all written large
its like the extra starch
which sticks to your skin cloth
leaves you stiff and skewed

will the soul be bathed by
the pureness anytime soon
will there be light closer
to home, that i can see bright

u and me....forever and ever

May my heart be your parking spot
forever and ever
May your smile be my reason to live
forever and ever
May your face be fresh as morning dew
forever and ever
May my mornings be blessed with you besides
forever and ever
May the sun beat on me before it touches you
forever and ever
May happiness knock your door first
forever and ever
May our hearts stay connected
forever and ever
May you feel at home with me
forever and ever
May life be with you
forever and ever

do gadi woh jo aas paas rahe- mere dil ke kareeb

Fursat mein bathaoonga kisse dil lagaya tha
Woh junoon jisse main guzra tha
Lamha lamha tadaptha uske deedar ko
Aisa hi koi haseen shaam ka mahoul tha


jazbaat se bhari woh shaam thi
mahoul ek dum thi roohani
uski nazar ne di ek muskurahat ki ladi
wahi tadap gaya mera dil, farsh pe pade
naa suni usne woh betaabi ke aah
naa dekhi woh tarasti nigaah
jaa rahi thi woh mujhe chod ke aakhri baar
ho naa paayegi ab roz roz uska deedaar

just for the love in me

Do u think its painless- ur leaving me,

Rough as it may be- u have ditched me again

Life is such a task nowadays, carrying it is a pain

All just becos you found me wanting to love you again

I love you , that is the truth I live by

My life drains for the pains are folded in my strains

I live for a reason, always to pacify

That one day you will understand and turn around and smile

Girl….was it not too much for me to be away from you

I had you in mind, when I closed my eyes and infront when I saw

I don’t know what else will let you know I am crazy for you

I don’t see a reason , to say I love you again

For my love is never measured, its all there out in the open

Believing in my faith, trusting my GOD, I still say I love you all over again

war- mind matters or word splatters

Mesmerizing words
On the battle swords
Righteous attitude
The war time aptitude
Sensing the senseless
Winning the mindless
Wars of words
Wars of minds
Are both won
In one definite style
Seek the truth
You will find
Success will show
In multifold

oh!! baby, sweet baby!!

Maa, I heard her cry aloud
Frazzled and filth all over smeared
Her eyes,twinkled like the twilight stars
Her nose, drizzling like a uncapped tap,
Wind rushing through her unkempt hair
Heavens pour down, at such a sight
Alone, fighting for her existence, she was
There was a ray of light in sight
Tucked inside the bosom of a kind soul
Out came the whites and a toothy grin
Lo and behold, the rains came down heavy
Prayers, still answered duly

a tribute to all in love and want to be in love

Breeze that takes my breath away
You're part of fragrance that made me sway
Love to you,don’t know what it means
Me it’s my Life’s only means
Struck by wonder,often surrender
To your charms and smile,
There is a wish, to run few miles
To catch a glimpse of your bright sparkling eyes

First I thought flirting will be good
That took some other turn
For now I am all in awe of you
Everything that you say, is new
I am on this path for some time
Love is away, still to be reached
Madness may still see a method
To be accepted and to be loved

Why I should not know who you are
Why I should ever stop
Are you my reason for existence
Are you my reason to breathe

Just to remain the way I am, no more is an option
For my mind is all of a beautiful fusion,
Freshness experienced as the morning dew
Journeys like this are far and few

apun ki hindi boss- part 1

i just thought of jotting this since i have been always told that my hindi is very bad....i am fine with that- i am not a linguist - so i dont care on that part- having said that- apun ka hindi aisaich hai....tereko jo ukaadne ka ukaad... aai shapat...

so here goes-

kya kar rela hai bidoo,
apun jaa rela tha naa toh woh item beech mein se guzar reli thi,
tere ko bola naa mamu apun ka ilaake mein danga nahi karne ka,
eee shaane,,,,kaan ke neeche rakh ke doon kya,
kya re - tu kya dhed shaana samjha khud ko
BOSS...kayko mach mach kar rela hai,
bola naa gaadi aage nahi jaayegi
eee madrasi...jaana tere ko idhar jhamtha nai hai toh...


will think of more for the second- suggestions are always welcome...this could,for all you know, be a repository of apun ki bambai(oooppss- mumbai) hindi....abhi kat lene ka...nahi toh pandu dekh lega....

sonnet of my sweat

Oh sweat, my sweat,
do u love me so,
u travel all down to the chin from brow,,
oh sweat, my sweat,
Do u love me so,
I am soaked in you from top to toe
You are like dew drops, but salty,
you are like rain drops but sticky,
you are my exhausted image,
you are summer by product

welcome to PANDORA of MODROOR

IPL is the buzzword now for all the wrong reasons or is it?

Modi accuses Tharoor, tharoor admonishes Modi, its all like Love for Cricket, Sex in the closet and Dhokha on the bid.....Whoever thought that adding two more cities will open up a whole new world of Pandora- not of the AVATAR model, but of the MODROOR model.The Navis are from Navi Mumbai and all the other places of the world - the people who enjoy a good game of cricket.

One a high flying politician- always sending tweets, the other a high flying GOD KNOWS WHO, always splashing his whites to the gallery, wow what an amazing combination of characters for a true story much murkier than a fiction.

i am just bored watching TV nowadays- especially the news channels- first they went hammer and tongs on Tharoor not being removed from the cabinet- after he resigned- they channels went was it fair to have him removed - now the latest is on the MAN OF THE MOMENT_ rather the MAN who bought theater cricket to home theater- MODI - kab jaayega Modi, Kya Modi ko jaana chahiye- these are not titles from the Balaji stable- but of a true story- main characters are - Lalit AKA IPL MODI, SHARAD_he is supposed to be the Agriculture Minister- he is doing everything else apart from taking care of the wastage of food, introducing Shashank Manohar, the man who may be IPL boss-the other principal characters are all the franchisee owners...

Let the show begin....T20 - you are truly a home entertainment of a different variety now.

what if i am an angel- a 10 year old's imagination

(a brief on how this happened- my ex boss Aswath wanted a small write up for a competition for one of his neighbour's child- and asked me to come out with some thought on the above lines- thus this has evolved)

Today I have Maths test. This test is very important for me to get higher grades and top the class. I generally am average in Maths – I know that 2+2*2=8 but all the x’s and y’s and the angles and triangles scare me.

I was looking at the wall picture – Mamma had got a nice poster of an Angel- that one with a crown on her head and with a star tipped wand in her hand. She looks so pretty. Mamma always says Angels are GOD’s chosen ones- and to those who are close to the angels, they are close to GOD.


What if I am an Angel? I can know all the answers in my test and score maximum marks and top the class. I can help Reema and Shanu to top the class too- because they are just like me.

What if I am an Angel? I can swish the wand and make Ramu kaka rich- he need not work for us anymore. He can hire someone for cleaning his home.

What if I am an Angel? I can, with the twinkle of my eye, remove the garbage which block the roads into the sides- and make them disappear far far away.

What if I am an Angel? I can wish to have swine flu, dengue to go away and no child will be sick.

What if I am an Angel? I can pray that no parents should fight in front of their children and they should always be happy together. There will be very less mummy papa staying away from each other.

What if I am an Angel? I will pat the wand on the taps and there will be continuous water supply and no one will go thirsty.

What if I am an Angel? I will wave my hand and make Rosy’s home filled with chocolates and sweets and she can eat as much as she wants without asking others.