Saturday, 30 August 2008

u- my love- never out of my mind

u r so much in mind
u r so much in my soul
u r so much in my heart
u r so much in me
how can i let u go now
even if u want me to
for i still am the same old
with all my failings in show
but u want to change
for something better
or is someone better
that you know, than me

Sunday, 25 May 2008

some ramblings of a day in the weekend

woke up around nine,
lazing around- reading e paper and watching TV
going to the barber for a cut
the look from an onlooker to be looked at;)
the fingers that ran through the hair were soft
that was a woman who cut my mane to size
the men folk are clinical, while the women are easy - on the hair, i mean
had a bath in my inhouse onsen- my small bath tub
dipped inside for half of the hour on the clock
watched a movie- B Grade or something less
went for shopping for a kid
bought a suit in pink for her
had a "yasai tendon" at a restaurant
took the 4:15 back home
walked through my favorite broadway space
this one has shops galore, beauty personifications
landed at home- watched more of the movie types
watched a match- tll early next day morning
sleep is precious - so took it for long to meet the sunday morning again in light.

Thursday, 1 May 2008

I LOVE U

why do u linger in me?

why do u stay in mind?

why is there a smile on your thought?

why is my life turning around?

what is the magic in you to make me so?

why am i in love with u?

but without u i still live,

but without i still smile,

but without i still go around,

but- without you its just emptiness

Tuesday, 29 April 2008

windows of reality are always open

Windows of reality are always open

We veil them with our visions

We do not want to see what is there

We want to see our version of what is

Life streams past us in one single rhythm

We make our flow merge with complexities

Living the simple way is not the way of life

Living with complexities is what one prefers

Why then the LORD gave us the smile

Why the reason to smell the rose

Why is there sunshine on the horizon?

Why are we still to speak the truth

What will life be if it’s a simple treasure?

Of love, trust, faith and blessings

What will life be if it’s just a simple flow?

Of patience, prayers and divine glow.

This summer I wonder where to go

This summer I wonder where to go, what to do

The sun is burning my dreams of meeting you

Where shall I meet you, in heaven or here

Where shall we be together, in Eden or here

It takes time for me to settle down, without you

It takes a lifetime to spend my time, without you

So I wonder, what I do this summer

So I wonder, where will this life take me this summer

To know that you have been away with someone else

Is a heartbreak enough, and now to decide if I have to live

What are the things I did right, I wonder

Was it the love I had for you, I ponder

When the sun sets this summer

I don’t know where you will be

But for me the journey will end

For I don’t want to pretend

That there is a life without you.